Yet another night wide awake. It’s wasted on staring out the window at clouds and the occasional light from a passing car. Around 5am I always realize the same old thing.
I could have been blissfully asleep and recharging my batteries but instead I’m here with my eyes barely open in the middle of the night - just waiting for sunrise while my forehead feels like a heavy rock pressing down on my head begging me to close my eyes.
It’s too fucking late to go to sleep cuz I know I would never get up the next morning.
so I stay awake. Wasting my time on writing this forexample. A meaningless text surrounded by a trillion of other random texts throughout the web. Why would anyone read this? Meh.
I need to fix some things in my life, it seems.